... I wonder why...
All those love story book i've read...
All those love movie/drama i had watch...
Even those which had sad part,
Those tat is filled with sadness...
I just...understand it...

how it felt... Totally...
Lik as if the same thing had happen to me also...
It's lik a thing which i wan to forget......
Never to remember... But, it's just......
Lik... A Total nightmares...
Which wanna hunt me for ever...
It's kandda hurt... When i read, watch those type of
sad love story with quite a happy ending,
my heart was lik it's bleeding but,

the weird thing is,
there's no blood... It hurts alot lik as if there's
alot of sharp thing in my heart...
n it's bleeding... Bleeding with alot of suffers...
Pain... Sad memories...
but, no blood... No blood was shown...
Hahahaaaa... I'm a such strange person...
Hahahaha...
'misses of you are every where' remembered at 3:09 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
... Happy 4 at least a while...
wonder how long this will last...
1 more hour??? I dunno...
Wat i noe is,
sadness filled me up everyday...
but however, it's enough 4 me aready...
Even though my happyness is short,
it's enough 4 me liao...^^
as they say...
think positive wat...^^
so, shu yi if u were reading this,
u dun hav 2 worri bout me liao... ^^
coz, live happily is my word n,
if any1 hav any sadness...
U can come find me n talk bout it
coz... I will always be there 2 listen 2 u...
By e way, my handphone is being taken by my mum...
So, dun sent 2 my handphone..^^
I'll giv u my house num if any1 wan noe...^^
Live ur life Happy!!!
Angels with u...
N got lost in darkness
coz there is always lightness
belive in ur fz!!!^^
They will get u out of darkness!!! ^^
'misses of you are every where' remembered at 8:07 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009

Tears falls...
Prisoner in prison...
Why is this happening 2 me???
...It's all my fault right?
Is my living casing alot of problem?
I think it did...
I wonder how many people had,
suffer becos of me...
My living is a fault...
Those people who had noe me,
I guess they all are...
Trying 2 bear my attitude...
Maybe... If i had vanished...

Things will be better...
Once i was born...
Bad luck taken my life...
And oso... Those who was my fz...
Sometimes... Oso suffer my bad luck...
I'm a person... might as well be left behind...
Always... sSo i dun cas much trouble outside...
Wings of fairy... Maybe, one day, will tak me away...
Then, less trouble will be cause...
Less bad luck happening 2 my fz...
And then, it will all be a Dream...
A long long dream...
'misses of you are every where' remembered at 1:57 AM